What a relief!
It’s so easy to worry. Look back with regrets. Woulda, coulda, shoulda. The best thing about looking back, is the wisdom I’ve gained to move forward. It’s true – every situation has had Divine Timing. Mind you, I did not/do not care BEING in certain life events, but when they were most difficult, Earth Angels came in at just the right moments. They helped me walk through tough stuff with divorce, depression and single parenting. I’ve learned much, going through the muck. I’m stronger than I ever thought I’d be. I’m braver. The Universe does know exactly what it is doing and an incredible teacher. I have to take ownership in playing my role in it. (Not scoring 5 Stars is a reality check! Yes, I’ll admit to less than stellar performances.) Breathing helps, every single time! My asking for help, being willing to change my way of thinking, being adventurous enough to try new things … like dating, for example, were keys to opening doors to new life … and believe happiness would greet me.
The Universe is still playing with me on the dating thing … none-the-less, my life is filled with happiness, because there are lots of doors in life to open, and I’m twisting a lot of knobs!! Not all of them open. I respect that now. I don’t try to bust or jiggle them open anymore. I’ve noticed … light, from a door cracked open in the dark – is amazingly bright. Look at the stars and the moon on a partly cloudy night – see how the light ebbs and flows with banks of clouds, or wisps … as the earth faithfully turns. It’s taking time to notice a door is actually open … and being willing to walk through it and … play!
Blessings and Love,